An Earthquake after Iraq's
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
KILLING ONE.
At 2015 - Feb 22, 2005
BB told me he have got a devastating news for me. As usual, I never take things very seriously... Until he drop the bomb...
While waiting for our Earthquake Ice Cream party at Swenson Cheras Leisure Mall he broke the story, telling me how bad things are. A new that's bad enuff for me... Knock me up from my fantasy world.
She's coming? Something we never expect...
WTF? I should have prepare for this, since the very beginning...
I did not hurt much at the beginning, but as time ticked...
I slowly feel the pain.
Pain I never recognize...
Tears dropped... Slowly, as slow as how the pain creep into me...
I still can't believe what I've just heard, really...
I fail to register the consequences.
Soon, I came into reality how serious the whole situation is... It's really bad.
Fuck... I'm left with nothing again.
I can't start over, I don't have a second chance anymore...
It's now not up to me to decide.
I feel so helpless as it is...
No matter what BB says, the "destination" remain the same.
The process? It's just as pain...
Perhaps pain-er, if such word exist...
I now leave everything to BB. He is the only who can change the processes.
Finger crossed, I HOPE for the best, for both of us...
At 2015 - Feb 22, 2005
BB told me he have got a devastating news for me. As usual, I never take things very seriously... Until he drop the bomb...
While waiting for our Earthquake Ice Cream party at Swenson Cheras Leisure Mall he broke the story, telling me how bad things are. A new that's bad enuff for me... Knock me up from my fantasy world.
She's coming? Something we never expect...
WTF? I should have prepare for this, since the very beginning...
I did not hurt much at the beginning, but as time ticked...
I slowly feel the pain.
Pain I never recognize...
Tears dropped... Slowly, as slow as how the pain creep into me...
I still can't believe what I've just heard, really...
I fail to register the consequences.
Soon, I came into reality how serious the whole situation is... It's really bad.
Fuck... I'm left with nothing again.
I can't start over, I don't have a second chance anymore...
It's now not up to me to decide.
I feel so helpless as it is...
No matter what BB says, the "destination" remain the same.
The process? It's just as pain...
Perhaps pain-er, if such word exist...
I now leave everything to BB. He is the only who can change the processes.
Finger crossed, I HOPE for the best, for both of us...