DD is MY Past Bee
Friday, February 18, 2005
DD ring me at 6 sumthing after I sent him one stupid sms that says "ffk me ah?".
It so late edi and I assumed dinner not on anymore. He is still the same, last minute only wanna call and confirm dinner is on. I dunno why he can't call me earlier to confirm lor. It is that hard to confirm a dinner appointment a day before? I use to argue bout this with him and guess what? Till today, I still have this same fuckin problem with him not being able to confirm dinner appointment earlier.
But nowdays no confirm ma '"bo dinner lor" not like last time must argue big time...
So, I din bother much also...
Somehow DD call back from ofis after trying to figure out what the hell is ffk. Aiyo, how come he dunno what is ffk wan? I tot ffk is universal language edi? Perhaps it's more of the languages for the 70's and 80's lah... DD was produced back in the 60's, so he cannot understand modern language.
He said confirm dinner, I was like... Sianz... So late edi. I don't like people stir up all my plan lor... I promised BB that I will be hanging out with him after his dinner with Pam's daddy. Luckly BB's mood ok. He happy happy nia...
BB's having "nice" dinner at Unique seafood wor... Eating good food with uncle uncle, HK chick (Pam) and PJ chick (din get wat's her name). I feel so alone not having BB besides me. Sigh...
I can't remember when was the last time BB went out with someone else for dinner when he is in KL. He is always with me. Now that he isn't I miss him so much lor...
DD finally came and pick me up, I din see him for months, but he still looked the same. Somehow it feels so different going into his car... Feeling weird. Maybe because I know he is goin to get married soon. That's why it feels weird having to sit in his car... But why?
What's wrong with sitting in DD car's whos getting married soon?
Hahaha... It's hard to explain.
I suggested that we go to Blue Dgragon, a restaurant that I went with him last time. The mean reason why I suggested this place is because it is one of the most proper restaurant in Cheras. We all know Cheras sucks, so it's a bit hard to get proper restaurant to hang out and talk about good and of cause bad old times.
Anyway, DD (Andy) is cool about it. We reach that place without much hassle, except we gotta go round and round looking for parking. Fucking idiot Cheras... They never have enuff parking space. Finally we manage to get a good spot and park his car there. Went up to the restaurant, choose a cubicle and order food. I forgot what he likes to eat, not to mentioned what he does not eat, so...
I stupidly ordered a few things he hate eating. Hahaha... He look at me with amazement, wondered why I order stuff he does not eat... and I was like... Errrr... You don't eat wat? Funnie... It's like, I forget almost everything about him. I used to remember so much, because I wanted to impress him with what I know about him. But ever since we grew apart, I set everything a side.
Finally, we manage to order a few dishes and waited for our drinks to be served. It feels so cold, I feel as if Im talking to a stranger. Not someone I used to love... Cold conversation, cold thoughts and cold gestures...
I wonder why things should end up being this way? Why can't it remained how it used to be?, minus the intimate part, of cause... and I wonder...
DD is getting married early March, I wish him all the best with his new "freedom".
He finally got married at the age of "late thirties"...
To end all the "huh hahs" so to speak...
Andy, I sincerely wish you happiness and alot of joy in your marrige!
DD and I will remain good friend the rest of our life.
The sad part is, at the end of the night, he sent me a sms telling me how annoyed he is with what I did (accidently)...
Sorry, yah! I din act dumb lor, I was insensitive with your feelings...
Thousand apologies.
It so late edi and I assumed dinner not on anymore. He is still the same, last minute only wanna call and confirm dinner is on. I dunno why he can't call me earlier to confirm lor. It is that hard to confirm a dinner appointment a day before? I use to argue bout this with him and guess what? Till today, I still have this same fuckin problem with him not being able to confirm dinner appointment earlier.
But nowdays no confirm ma '"bo dinner lor" not like last time must argue big time...
So, I din bother much also...
Somehow DD call back from ofis after trying to figure out what the hell is ffk. Aiyo, how come he dunno what is ffk wan? I tot ffk is universal language edi? Perhaps it's more of the languages for the 70's and 80's lah... DD was produced back in the 60's, so he cannot understand modern language.
He said confirm dinner, I was like... Sianz... So late edi. I don't like people stir up all my plan lor... I promised BB that I will be hanging out with him after his dinner with Pam's daddy. Luckly BB's mood ok. He happy happy nia...
BB's having "nice" dinner at Unique seafood wor... Eating good food with uncle uncle, HK chick (Pam) and PJ chick (din get wat's her name). I feel so alone not having BB besides me. Sigh...
I can't remember when was the last time BB went out with someone else for dinner when he is in KL. He is always with me. Now that he isn't I miss him so much lor...
DD finally came and pick me up, I din see him for months, but he still looked the same. Somehow it feels so different going into his car... Feeling weird. Maybe because I know he is goin to get married soon. That's why it feels weird having to sit in his car... But why?
What's wrong with sitting in DD car's whos getting married soon?
Hahaha... It's hard to explain.
I suggested that we go to Blue Dgragon, a restaurant that I went with him last time. The mean reason why I suggested this place is because it is one of the most proper restaurant in Cheras. We all know Cheras sucks, so it's a bit hard to get proper restaurant to hang out and talk about good and of cause bad old times.
Anyway, DD (Andy) is cool about it. We reach that place without much hassle, except we gotta go round and round looking for parking. Fucking idiot Cheras... They never have enuff parking space. Finally we manage to get a good spot and park his car there. Went up to the restaurant, choose a cubicle and order food. I forgot what he likes to eat, not to mentioned what he does not eat, so...
I stupidly ordered a few things he hate eating. Hahaha... He look at me with amazement, wondered why I order stuff he does not eat... and I was like... Errrr... You don't eat wat? Funnie... It's like, I forget almost everything about him. I used to remember so much, because I wanted to impress him with what I know about him. But ever since we grew apart, I set everything a side.
Finally, we manage to order a few dishes and waited for our drinks to be served. It feels so cold, I feel as if Im talking to a stranger. Not someone I used to love... Cold conversation, cold thoughts and cold gestures...
I wonder why things should end up being this way? Why can't it remained how it used to be?, minus the intimate part, of cause... and I wonder...
DD is getting married early March, I wish him all the best with his new "freedom".
He finally got married at the age of "late thirties"...
To end all the "huh hahs" so to speak...
Andy, I sincerely wish you happiness and alot of joy in your marrige!
DD and I will remain good friend the rest of our life.
The sad part is, at the end of the night, he sent me a sms telling me how annoyed he is with what I did (accidently)...
Sorry, yah! I din act dumb lor, I was insensitive with your feelings...
Thousand apologies.
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