I was trying to control it only to loose everything the moment I see you calling.
Told myself I cannot be sad anymore.
I picked myself up again and again only to end up with this.
How I'm suppose to stand strong again?
It took me three long months to pick up my shattered self only to have me bumping into you the way I did. The worst way anyone can imagine.
Why do I have to go to the ATM only after dinner?
Why do I have to take the wrong turn?
Why does the motorcycles have to slipped and fell right in front of me?
Why do I have to wait and see if the motorcyclist need any help?
If I didn't do anything of the abovementioned, I would not be witnessing such an act I hate seeing.
I'm jealous of how both of you are smiling away while walking back to the apartment while I struggle just to pass by near your apartment.
I hate how you accompany her every day and night while I have to look for a way out of the misery you left for me, myself.
I hate how you do not want to take know of what I have been going thru since April 06.
I hate how you came out with such a pathetic excuse of nothing calling me 'today' when you never really call me anymore nowadays. You make it sound like you call me everyday!
I hate how you left me for her and stop seeing me altogether only to make a few lazy effort to meet up when I voice up my dissatisfactions.
I hate how you did not even plan to accompany me on my birthday night. Instead you attended some other colleague gathering.
I hate how you look like; the other day at KLCC. The look of plain emptiness in you wanting to end things as soon as possible so that you can go back home.
I hate how she ruin my entire life just because she wants to be in KL.
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Someone I hate will never end up living in a good life.
Their life will normally became miserable because I will personally make sure she get a taste of my life. The world is fair right? How can I be the one shedding all the tears while she is happily cuddling you to sleep? Life gotta be better then this.
Aww.. Look! It is nearly 8 am and I am still wide awake.
Oh c'mon... After seeing what I saw, I'd be happy if I'd wake up breathing tomorrow morning.
God bless you KOAM YOU. God bless YOU.
I hope you will not blame me for what I have in mind for you.
After all, you have to be responsible for who have I become today.
Moreover, you started all these first!
Last but not least, let's give a big round of applause to KOAM YOU, you are officially the Most Hatered Person In My Life!
Be proud alright? I've not hate anyone as much I hate you in my entire life.
