10 minutes home
Tuesday, February 22, 2005Yong tou foo with BB while checking out pinkie chicks? Priceless.
I love the time we spend together. We check out chicks, their shoe, their boobies, their hair, their legs; see got kangkang or not and of cause we also check out taxi driver that check me out! Hahah...
BB is such a wonderful BB today! Din screw me hard, though I was pissed with the message BB sent earlier, but he is still as gentle as he is when I reach there. I was trying to tolerate with him lor... I promised that I will control my temper, treat BB really nice. Actually BB isn't asking for much, but just a little bit of fairness towards what he is doing for me. I know it is important for him because sometimes he doesn't feel special. I did not make him feel like he own me. Infact, he feels like he is sharing me with other people... all the time.
BB is always my BB but sometimes he is just trying to be pain-er in the ass. Somehow, I can feel like I'm much so much pain-er compared to him. Maybe because I enjoy pain, so he can never be too much pain in the ass for me!
BB insist I look for a job soon, so that I can have a normal life style. But I don't feel like working yet, because I know that once I work, I will not have much time for BB anymore. As important as BB to me, work still manage to grab most of my attention. I'm a natural workaholic. I get addicted to what I do, like I get addicted to be with BB right now!
I remember, BB says that he live life in KL for me. 80% of his commitment is for me, 5% for MMS, 5 for his bro bro and 10% for who?? I cant remember, but I was really touched by the 80% of commitment for me. Not because of the numbers, but its the amount of commitment BB is giving me. I've got almost 100% attention from BB. I'm definite lam lorr... BB always make me lam.
It's like there is only 2 of us in the whole wide world! We boh cup what other people think, we kiss when ever we want too. We hug each others so often... We misses each others even when we are sleeping together! Well... That's me actually! I can never get enough of BB. Never, ever. I miss him even when he is besides me. The feeling is so intense, as if I wanna get into him. Two become one? Haahh...
I suddenly remember BB sent me a message after we had the biggest quarrel last week, he said...
February 19, 2005 0700
Today I lose someone who love me. Completely ruined her. U did so much for me. I took U for granted. My words were like hot sharp blade slicing U heart n soul. Million sorry could not turn back time. All I can do is to wish U well and may U forget me, the worst U have ever met. When we were together, I kept complain n comment. Sorry. Now that I lose U, all I can think of are the good U have done. Realizing how much I lost. Thank U so very much for all the efforts. U will always be my B.
That I promise U. Farewell.
I'm changing BB, please gimme time. I love you too!After yong tau foo we went to 7-11 buy Twisties then go back BB's place and hang out at mamak. There we chit chat, talk cock, luff luff and BB make sure I get my roti tissue... My favorite thing in the world after my darling BB!
At about 11.30 pm, BB's Bro Bro came mamak tarpau. OMG! He see me 3 times in a row... Every single day since Saturday with BB, we were kinda caught red handed being together, AGAIN. Frankly, I'm scared lor... I mean, I'm sure he knows something is happening! Who doesn't worrr? And this is so not right!
But, we can't do much, I wish I can run and hide my face lor... Somehow, BB assure me that everything is going to be alright. Well, maybe he is right...
I make sure BB send me off home before 12 am so that we do not have to walk out, walking out is so tiring, BB have been working all day... We asked me to get online, I told him my youn Bro might be using the net, but he says, try to get online lar... Can safe money talking online mar! I smile like I'm goin crazy inside, I just cant what I've just heard, we just chat the whole night and here BB is trying to get me to chat with him again... I have to admit, BB is the women men... He wanna me as much as I wanna him, but god knows... I wanna him like mad! I'm sure I wanna him more then anyone in the world wanna him! Hahha... But I still cant help making sure he kena from me, time to time... Why? I wanna sayang him like he sayang me... He sayang me so so much!
He then spot check my belt, make sure I locked my door, make sure my window is high enuff so that there isn't goin to be anyone who will be able to grab me from outside den flag me off!
I drove back home and reach home safe in 10 minutes, den I make sure I get online and chat to BB again! Ohh... We are so.. too much! Just cant get enuff of each others...
I'm changing BB, please gimme time. I love you too!After yong tau foo we went to 7-11 buy Twisties then go back BB's place and hang out at mamak. There we chit chat, talk cock, luff luff and BB make sure I get my roti tissue... My favorite thing in the world after my darling BB!
At about 11.30 pm, BB's Bro Bro came mamak tarpau. OMG! He see me 3 times in a row... Every single day since Saturday with BB, we were kinda caught red handed being together, AGAIN. Frankly, I'm scared lor... I mean, I'm sure he knows something is happening! Who doesn't worrr? And this is so not right!
But, we can't do much, I wish I can run and hide my face lor... Somehow, BB assure me that everything is going to be alright. Well, maybe he is right...
I make sure BB send me off home before 12 am so that we do not have to walk out, walking out is so tiring, BB have been working all day... We asked me to get online, I told him my youn Bro might be using the net, but he says, try to get online lar... Can safe money talking online mar! I smile like I'm goin crazy inside, I just cant what I've just heard, we just chat the whole night and here BB is trying to get me to chat with him again... I have to admit, BB is the women men... He wanna me as much as I wanna him, but god knows... I wanna him like mad! I'm sure I wanna him more then anyone in the world wanna him! Hahha... But I still cant help making sure he kena from me, time to time... Why? I wanna sayang him like he sayang me... He sayang me so so much!
He then spot check my belt, make sure I locked my door, make sure my window is high enuff so that there isn't goin to be anyone who will be able to grab me from outside den flag me off!
I drove back home and reach home safe in 10 minutes, den I make sure I get online and chat to BB again! Ohh... We are so.. too much! Just cant get enuff of each others...
I miss you edi BB!
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