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Liu Xing

Born to Party, Forced to Work.

Stuck-ed

Tuesday, February 22, 2005


Home.

I'm stuck at home, can't find enough courage to leave home looking like a piece of shit.
I gotta be home, hiding... Don't know why I feel this way from time to time...

Looking into the mirror feeling like a useless bitch... It feel really bad, but I still manage to over come positive voices inside me... And try to find comfort stayin at home. I must be out of my mind!

I think I'm goin nuts sometimes...
It matters that I look good when I'm out, I wanna people to look at me and think of something nice.
Not something nasty bout my ass or my skin...

Don't think I look good enuff to get much of attention today... Screw emotional.

I gotta hibernate now. Fuck...

This entry was posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 3:34 PM. You can skip to the end and leave a response.

  1. Blogger stranger7800 said:
    12:52 PM  

    hi liu xing...how are you doin' today? i hope everything's fine.

  1. Blogger Liu Xing said:
    12:08 AM  

    Hi abesamis,

    Im feeling much better today. Definately much better compared to yesterday... I was out the whole day... walking around town, trying to feel much better... and I did. Thanks!!

  1. Blogger Liu Xing said:
    12:08 AM  

    Hey BB,

    Thanks! I think I can look better and I will gimme time! :)

    Thanks to you too! :)

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