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Liu Xing

Born to Party, Forced to Work.

Abesamis

Wednesday, March 16, 2005


I'm alright. I'm okay. I'm doing good!

I feel good!

See, I'm sad to say this, but I'm an extremist.

I can be sad this minute and luffing away another...
It is just away to let my anger out of my system.
My friends know me well and they usually leave me alone once they know I'm not happy about something.
I normally recover after a deep breath. Hehee...

See, I'm smiling away edi...

This entry was posted on Wednesday, March 16, 2005 at 4:06 AM. You can skip to the end and leave a response.

  1. Blogger stranger7800 said:
    3:25 AM  

    It's such an honor to see my surname as your post title. Next time someone Googles for "Abesamis", they'd probably be directed to your blog instead of our family tree. *smiles*

    It's also quite amazing that the post itself matches my personality. You see, we have this common thing that we both do not hold grudges, stay bothered by anything for a long period of time, or remember a bad thing that person did to us. Wow, that is so cool! It's like you described myself accurately with this post.

    I'm happy that your next posts after this one reveal that you've made through the rough time quite well. I can sense that you've found peace in the middle of a gloomy situation. Keep it up, and my hope is that you stay happy no matter what the future holds for you.

    My birthday is on April, so I know how you feel. (except that I'll be 27) I don't feel I'm getting old. People only grow old because they stop playing. Being old is not about age, it's all about how you live. Right? Well, advanced happy birthday to you Liu Xing!

  1. Blogger Liu Xing said:
    3:53 AM  

    Haha... :) Well when they Googles for Abesamis, they see how I thank you, which is good innit?

    Yeah man, I do not hold grudges, I still have friends who still hates me for what I did when I was 13... :(

    Frankly, I can't recall what happened. She was really furious! She is still furious! But frankly, I can't stay bothered with what's wrong for so long. She choose to be angry with the whole issue, I let her be... I tried to patch things back, but it doesn't seem to work really... Anyway, to me, I try once, I try twice and that's it... Never expect me to try more then that. I'd rather give it a pass, its too much hassle to deal with people who choose to be bothered over small small thing like that. I dont think I can live feeling angry over someone. Its just so silly, it takes up so much energy, hatered and emotional feelings. It hurts hating someone. It's an emotional bagage you carry around 24/7.

    Anyway, the description I posted is from a personality test I took sometime ago. It is so accurate I stick to it till today. Im a ENFP. U might wanna check wat type are you. Just search for ENFP, you will find the test that enable you to find out more bout yourself...


    Bytheway, are you are Taurus? Because Im! :)

    Thanks for dropping by again dude. Take care and cheers!

  1. Blogger Liu Xing said:
    3:55 AM  

    Happy Birthday in advance to you too! :) May your dreams come true!

  1. Blogger stranger7800 said:
    2:19 PM  

    yeah, i'm a taurus too! :-P we are the greatest creation on earth, don't you think? hehehe.

    anyway, grudges are actually very damaging to an individual's psychology and emotion. have you seen the movie "the grudge"? if not, you gotta go see it! basically, the ghosts there continue to kill and terrify people because they hold this "grudge" due to a brutal death that they experienced when they got killed. it's a folktale in japan, which they still believe. i mean, it's that SERIOUS! holding grudges was associated to dead people who could not rest in peace because they hold this bitterness ever since they died. and i believe that if we hold any bitterness toward a person, there is some sickness in the brain. that is just not healthy, pride is very bad. i think even if a person kills a loved one of mine, of course i will loathe him/her for a while, but i will eventually forgive him/her after some time.

    and thanks for that ENFP, i will try it when i get a chance. ;-)

    liu xing, can i email you?

    alright, i will chat with you again soon. take care and if you ever need someone to tell your little grudges to, i'll be here.

    stranger7800@gmail.com

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