Tell Me You Love Me
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 I have been practicing something and no one knows about this. However from today on, you people who are reading my blog will know this little secret of mine. It've been years... I cut my hair to mark a new begining of new chapter in my life. It's like chopping away those rough, frizzy, old and fucked up loose end to mark the begining of a brand new life.
I have not cut my hair since last year... I remembered the last time I did it was after I met a guy my age, that's when I got lifted away from reality and vowed to start my life brand new. As usual, things did not work out the way I 'imagined'... I went on living my life struggling with myself... Things went on the worst way you can imagine every single day. I'm fucked with the fact that I have no ability to face the reality. I never ever have the ability to face the reality.
Today I went for a hair cut at 7.45pm. Deep inside, I knew it's going to mark a begining of my new found strenght. I'm glad to announce that I'm picking up my life slowly... Piece by piece, day by day. Things definately look brighter now. God is answering to BB's prayers... [BB told me he pray for me every night before he goes to bed. Thanks, BB.]
My mom pray for me day and night too. Thanks Mom and thanks Dad. I know you guys loves me. Even both of you never express your love for me but deep inside, I know you love me more then anything else.
But what's wrong telling me that you loves me?
I have not cut my hair since last year... I remembered the last time I did it was after I met a guy my age, that's when I got lifted away from reality and vowed to start my life brand new. As usual, things did not work out the way I 'imagined'... I went on living my life struggling with myself... Things went on the worst way you can imagine every single day. I'm fucked with the fact that I have no ability to face the reality. I never ever have the ability to face the reality.
Today I went for a hair cut at 7.45pm. Deep inside, I knew it's going to mark a begining of my new found strenght. I'm glad to announce that I'm picking up my life slowly... Piece by piece, day by day. Things definately look brighter now. God is answering to BB's prayers... [BB told me he pray for me every night before he goes to bed. Thanks, BB.]
My mom pray for me day and night too. Thanks Mom and thanks Dad. I know you guys loves me. Even both of you never express your love for me but deep inside, I know you love me more then anything else.
But what's wrong telling me that you loves me?
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2:57 PM
I love you