Time to Remember
Wednesday, May 11, 2005You know when you go to McDonalds nowdays, you get to choose all kinds of Happy Meals! Happy Meals meant to make you ga-ga when you are sad. They make you eat and supposingly laugh at the same time, while playing with their cute lil toy. It may be surprising, but often when I see Happy Meals lying on the tray my mood go up high! The happy box looks so HAPPY itself! It's really cool!
Now why I'm celebrating my birthday being all ALONE this year, having no money for McDonalds Happy Meals, I decided to cook myself something I like to eat. It doesn't make me go crazily happy or anything but I did feel blessed. Atleast, I have someting to eat on my Birthday! :)
I feel sadly hungry, self pity and completely shame of how I feel currently. Why is this happening to me? I mean, what in te world is wrong with me? I', 25 years old and I'm eating Tom Yam instant noodles on my Birthday??!! but then again... what's the big deal?? What's wrong with instand noddles? They are decent kind of food, can?
A little flash back on what I had for my previous birthday. Let's begin with my 21 birthday celebration! Well, it was an amazing one! My 'then' new boyfriend from Penang - DES decided to 'close shop' [he's running his own business] for 2 days and come down to KL to celebrate it with me. We went for amazing dinners, there is gifts and most impotantly, he was with me on my precious birthday! My recent ex [then] BRA brought me a bouquet of Cilla Lilly, my favorite!!! We spend another wonderful night having dinner followed by many bottles of wines with a bunch of close friends at No Black Tie. It was another amazing nites, alot of laughter and it was one of my best birthday celebrations!
On my 22nd birthday celebrations, I had it with a bunch of colleagues from my previous company TYC Malaysia. We went to Rare Earth at Damansara, another great night out with my friends, they brought me a set of lingerie which DJ Richard decided to present to me on stange... We had a few bottles of Chivas and it was abselutely a great night out. I was then boyfriendless, so there isn't much that I got. But on the actual day 'someone' presented me with 100 stalks of roses!!! It was so beautiful and not to mentioned, unforgettable! :)
Another drunken night on my 23rd birthday celebration at the Beach Club followed by home party for close friends and relatives. I prepared BBQ dinner for 50 people. It was like a tiring day of endless cooking and preparations. I was soooo tired end of the day! But everyone day a great time together! :) This particular year, I was with DD and he got me a nice diamond necklas for me. It's prettyyy! Hehehe... My colleagues got a CUBE night stand for me from IKEA which I'm still using till today and other relatives member got a few pieces of jewellery item for me. Everybody had fun. Alot of alcohol going around, but we can't do much at home!!! So there is alot of jokes and teasing going and around... :) It's really nice when we have people we love around us really... Another year of celebrations!!
Hhmmm... and last year, was a total tune down celebrations due to my sudden mood change... I broke up with DD a few months before my birthday and it's still too much pain for me to be celebrating. Hence my colleagues prepared a birthday dinner for me at TGI Friday at Life Center and the present of the night is... DD! They didn't know what happened between us, hence they invited him to be the special guest without informing me in advance. I get a few bouquet of flower, including my favorite Lily and roses... :)
Now, this year... Frankly, at this point of time, other then sms-es, emails and phone calls... Don't think I'll be doing much. I was home last night on the 'eve' tonight, I can choose to have a blast or perhaps a quiet night at home, alone. My parents went back to hometown yesterday, I do not have colleagues around me, I'm jobless remember? Hehe... I do not have a boyfriend either. Friends... They are around, but I decided not to have any kind of celebrations with them.
I don't know what to say... Let things be natural... We shall see. :) Atleast I had something!
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